DREAMNATION -

11.17.2013

I'm there, still, waiting, still.

There beneath the water's surface,

there above the mountain's peak.

I'm there, still, hoping, still.

There in the colors that bleed

through the leaves, there in the

blue that comes back before black does.

I'm there, still, come back to me.

2013-11-17 @ 09:00:00 art comments (0)

10.05.13

step 1)

unconditionally and irresponsibly
i found you.

step 2)

i play hide and seek

i look for you behind closed doors

step 3)

and somehow i have lost myself in the process of trying to find you

step 4)

now I am desperately trying to
unfind
the memories

step 5)

2013-10-06 @ 03:57:00 love comments (0)

Dagboksutdrag.

ligger i sängen, svettas fryser kan inte sova.

tänker på dig, det vi hade, hur kunde vi lösas upp sådar bara???? Poff.

kan inte sluta, mår illa, vill spy.

konstant bakfylla.

älskling. älskling.

somnar med håret klibbat mot en fuktig kind

och drömmer om dig fastän jag så innerligt hoppas att sömnen bedövar.

vi är lyckliga, oskyldiga, du kramar min hand och ler med dina förbaskat jävla fina ögon.

vill dö, kan inte röra en enda kroppsdel

men plötsligt flyger det i mig och jag vill slå sönder en betongvägg

tills jag blöder och inte kan tänka på något annat

än smärtan som ligger som ett tryggt skydd på mina knogar

men smärtan består, drar isär, krossar inifrån.

älskling.

2013-08-02 @ 01:43:43 love comments (0)

If i could be a superman, I'd fly you to the stars and back again

My heart always aches for you.

2013-05-16 @ 09:00:00 love comments (0)

there is a mysterious force which draws together those who constantly think of each other. Fools call it "coincidence".

2013-05-09 @ 15:57:58 love comments (0)

Happy birthday

My beautiful, wonderful, funny, loving, caring, stubborn, absolutely fantastic sister is 25 today.

time passes by terribly fast. It feels like just a day ago I was a 2-year old girl who has seized your favorite plastic box and taken a comfortable seat while you're standing beside me, crying furiously. One of my earliest memories with you is when we used to lie on the floor in the living room, under the table and in front of the tv. You loved watching Bewitched and I hated it, I was little and just wanted to watch cartoons. Fortunately, we grew older, and though I have always loved you, with time you also turned into one of my closest friends. I'm looking forward to a lifetime with you, my dearest sister.

Happy 25th. ♥

2013-05-08 @ 09:25:28 love comments (1)

These last few days

Summer is gradually approaching my hometown, and I do my best to capture the memories in images. Unfortunately I don't own a camera at the moment, so nowadays my iphone continuously serves its purpose of capturing these images using instagram. If you're interested, you can find me on ig @ dreamnation.

Sisters S. and A. resting in the grass after a challenging 6.4 km run / Walpurgis eve and an intense arm wrestling session.

Vintage kitchen posters / My beautiful, wonderful mother by the lake.

Found this drawing I made of Matisyahu in 2012 / Getting ready to go hiking.

Poems.

Hiking in the woods / Mending a sprained ankle in bed with Jane Eyre as my only company.

2013-05-07 @ 12:10:32 love comments (0)

And suddenly all the love songs were about you.

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When I'm sitting in French class and can't concentrate on passé compose or imparfaitsomething.

When I can't do anything else but count down the minutes until I'm not cold anymore, because your arms are wrapped around me.

I told myself, "I'll never be one of those people." But you occupy my mind every second of every single day, and I can't help but realize: It is simply, and undeniably, obvious. I'm one of those people.

Kärlekskrank.

2013-04-24 @ 21:54:08 love comments (0)

2014.04.18

"Il promettait de me protéger toute sa vie. Il me donnait son coeur."

2013-04-18 @ 10:00:00 love comments (1)

The beauty of defeat is that when you fall, you fly.

2013-04-14 @ 20:55:22 love comments (0)

2/2

this.

2013-02-02 @ 17:07:00 love comments (1)